haiz...

school juz reopen...thn so many things happen alrdy...
why my life so stressful de...
everytime i sure will kena the blame...
everything i do also wrong...
wat u wan me to do...only u sastified...
it's ok if u dun wan me to eat with her...
u juz can let me know...
thn i wont eat with her every single day...
somemore say if she is with me...u wont company her...
if she's with u ...u dont wan me to be with her...company her...
it's ok...i dun mind....if u wan it that way...thn juz let it that way lo...
i dun care...













lately my mood nt good...
feel so moody...sad...and....
how i hope i can tell u everything...
my feelings for u...
i know that i'm done wrong...
i think u had alrdy forgive me...
bt i still feel guilty for doing that to u...
last thrusday...i feel moody...
and when i wanna go bak...i saw u...
u was pratising...when i saw u...
i totally cant smile...i dunno why...
juz cant smile...
when u saw my face so moody...
u cant even concentrate on ur jumping...
i dunno that u keep looking at me...
after u saw my face was so damn black...
ur face also become black...i really dunno that ur mood also will change...
and u almosy fall down...
my fren tell me de...
after i know that...my heart very pain...
i dunno that u will look at me and dun concentrate on ur thing...
i'm sorry...
i know that everytime i only know how to hurt u...
but not know how's ur feeling...i never think bout ur feelings be4...
everytime i only know how to make u moody...sad...angry...
if i gt think bout ur feelings...i wont hurt u so much...
whenever i think bak...my heart feel so pain...
only that i dun show my feeling out...even my fren also dunno wat happend to me...how i wish i can tell u every thing.....
i hate mylife... for nt think bout ur feelings...
i wont forgive myself for doing all this kind of stuff...