my story

That's a girl called Isabel Chong Chia Wern..
she used to be a happy child with no worries at all..
when she was young , she's the happiest kid in the family..
everyone in the family loves her..
when you're sad , stress , or moody...
she can make you happy and smile again...
she's a happy , cheerful , joyful , energetic , kind of girl..
when she was in primary she was a quiet kid that always listens to teacher..
but when she was std 5 she mixed with different friends...
she changed to be like one of them...
she fight in school , doesn't do her homework and her grades drop..




Once again she called Isabel Chong Chia Wern..
this girl starts to learn music at a very young age...
about 4 or 5 she starts to learn...
she's the kind of girl who do things half way...
she have paino lessons and she quit for no reasons and start learning back when she feel like...
she's the kind of girl that get what she wanted..
when she was in secondary she slowly find the interest in music again...
she start taking music seriously and put in the effort to learn...
even her piano teacher said she had improve allot...
everyone said she plays nice music , nice pieces...
but she always tells people that she doesn't play that well...
then slowly now she had a dream to become a composer...
she had an interest in composing...
she tried composing a song before...
but it failed..
she even told her mum that when she graduate she wanna further her studies in music..
her mum agreed and she was happy..






And again she called Isabel Chong Chia Wern..
the reason for her to have interest in music again is because of a guy...
she met a guy in her school and she fell for him..
and she realize that she have to put in her effort to show him that she's a great girl..
slowly she fall in love in music..
she practice hard , study hard , just for a guy...
and she's really stupid...
in the end that guy don't even like her...
she gets so upset and really don't know what to do...
and once again she sit in-front of her piano and comfort herself...
the piano is like her boyfriend...
she loves piano allot..
she told herself that one day she will be a composer in the future...
she really interested in composing...
to her , music is her life...
without music , her life is meaningless....







Again she called Isabel Chong Chia Wern..
she loves BigBang allot...
especially G-Dragon...
she admired him allot...
he's a very talented guy , good looking ,and good at singing too..
he's a musical genius...
he compose and even produce for the group..
he's a cool guy...
she like him in every ways...
she really wanna be someone like him...
so talented in everything....
she wanna compose her own music too...
she wished to have the talent like him...
the talent in music..
but she doesn't have it...
who is she?
she's just a ordinary girl who have no talent in anything at all..
she's hopeless , useless...
even she said her life was meaningless...
her dream to become a composer getting more and more further...  
day by day goes on and she's getting more and more useless..
her future for now is totally blank...
she don't know what she really wants in future anymore...
there's no meaning in her life now...