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yesterday was the last day of school holiday../.\

and 2day i get to see all my beloved friends la...♥

hehehe...=)

anyway,,
actually i dun really know wat i wanna write...=.=
sometimes i think that when people come to love
they will be like a child who need someone to lead the path for you
yesterday i dunno that when i sent that msg to you
your guess was right it me who got hurt so deeply...
maybe last time i didnt let you know what happen to me
maybe last time i just dun wanna let so many people about me...
to tell the truth
yesterday after you found out that it was me
i thought that i can tell you without making myself think back the past
but i was wrong
i did think back bout my past and i cry again...
it's been so long that i did not think bout it
but just to help you
and i dunno that i was taking myself as a example
even though i been through all of that
 i hope that you dun be like me so damn stupid
even though i stronger now
sometimes i'm still somehow weak inside
it just that i dun express it out
i dun want all of you all to worry bout me
 sometimes i wear a mask to school
heres something to advice you
just make it simple and smooth dun force it
and the most inportant thing is do not make yourself regret!!

love is wild

love is pain

love is strong

love is powerful

love is selfish

one day there wil be a right guy waiting for me
and one day i will become more pretty then now










me and you
i know that we cant be like last time d
whenever i msg you
you won't reply me anymore
so wat for i wait
after that particular msg i sent to you
you start to stop replying me anymore
begining of the year i have a thinking of giving you a present before you go oversea to study
i wanted to give you your early present
since i cant see you
but something just make me stop making the present for you
even though that time i had started a little
but in the end i gave up
i think that it's meaningless to give you
no matter how much effort i put in
no matter how long i hold you
you still won't appreciate it too
you dun know how much pain that i've been through
i just hope that when you're gone
i won't regret for not giving you anything
i think bout 2 months time you'll be away d
so it's time for me to stop thinking bout it d
even though i know that the memory will not fade
what else i can do
all i know is nothing
now i dun hope for anything d
just let it be is better then hopping for anything