Miss You~

Things changed....
People changed too...
why?!
I really dun get it...
how i wish i never grow up!!
how i wish everything can stop!!
how i wish the space between us never be so far like now...
how i wish you're bout my age...
i know that i had many wishes...
but i know...
none of my wish will come true...
because it will never be...
i will grow up,everything wont stop,our distance will get worse every month when we met...
things just isn't like what i want it to be...
just not right!!
lately...
i feel so down..so depressed...
why?!
i also dunno why...
in school..
i still can laugh,play or do anything..
but actually...
in my heart is crying...
after that incident happen...
i become like this...
what if...
i really dun study here anymore...
in this school anymore...
What if...!!!
i feel so blank!!
really dunno what to do now...
how i really wish that nothing ever happen before...













After last year 13/11...
on this day is the last day we ever get so close alrdy...
after this day...
our distance become further and further...
i really dunno what they had told you or anything...
i just cant accept it...
there is one thing i still dunno...
what you said that time??
i really didn't hear properly...
but you never repeat after you said it...
you just say...
the wind had blown it away...
but i saw your reaction...
i like the way you look at me...~
how i wish we can be like last time...
i still cant come out from the past...
but i have too..
no point staying in the past that makes me feel so sad...
haiz...
=(