Time..~

all i need now is time..
i know that i dun have enough time d..
but i still need time..
time to think..time to relax..time to cool down..
i know that i had changed totally damn allot..
so now i need time to changed back..
changed back to the way i'm before..
i really miss the way i'm before..
even though u all say..i'm happier then last time..
i know that sometimes..i'm happier..
and you allot said..that i'm happier and nt that hardworking anymore..
i also realised that i'm not really hardworking anymore..
now..
i really feel like dying..
really feel like killing myself..
i'm so damn scared that..
one day..
i will become worst..
will change to be the person that nobody even know me anymore..
the person that will make all of you hate me..
and i even dunno who i am anymore..
i'm so damn scared..
juz dunno when it will happen..
so sacred...~!!
hate everything..