20100808

To:Mae Qie

I'm sorry.....
really...really sorry....
i know that i had change allot....
way allot.....
i know that u really really care for me....
i'm so damn sorry....
i didn't mean to hurt you....or disappointing you....
i really dunno why suddenly everything change to be like this...
i really dun like this way....
to tell the truth...
i really hate the way i'm now...
i dunno why i change to be like this....
i change way too much.....
make you more disappointed....
i really wish that i can change back..
change to the way i'm before....
how i wish i can go back to the past....
where there was only me and you....
i know this year....
we r nt that close anymore...
our distance getting further and further each single day....
i know that i kept way damn many secret from you....
remember last year....
i'm the 1 who never let you down...
the 1 who make you happy whenever you down or sad....
the 1 who will give you advise...
the 1 who really care bout you...
the 1 who really understands you...
the 1 who you can rely on...
the 1 who you can trust...
i know that this year i let you down allot....
last year...
we dun keep secret from each other....
but this year....
because of me....
everything because of me....
our relationship has change.....
i kept secret from you...
u kept secret from me....
i wanna change bak to the way i'm before....
but how..
i really dunno how to change bak....
I"M SO..............SORRY........................
i wanna know...
when u wrote ur blog....
did u cry???
i really sorry....
tatz all i can say....
I LOVE YOU~