why should i??

why....why...why.....
why should i......still think of you....
why until now...i still like have feelings for you....
why i cant let u go...
izit very hard to let go the one you love???
IZIT VERY HARD????
WHY????
i keep asking this myself.....
you dont care bout me anymore....
why muz i keep caring bout you.....
your every move....
make me so......
your heart dont have the place for me inside....
bt why my heart still keep the place for you.....
waiting for you to come in.....
waiting for one day...you will come in my heart~
why muz i wait????
why should i still keep the place for you???
you dont even bother wat happen to me.....
why should i bother wat happen to you???
why cant i juz stop thinking bout you....
why????
i know that....
you're not the perfect guy for me....
but why....
after liking you.....
eventhough there out better guys out there....
i still think....you're the best~~
the one....who i like the most.....
eventhough i tell myself STOP thinking bout you....
sometimes i can....but sometimes i cant.....
dunno why....
suddenly i have this kind of feeling.....
my heart will beat when i pass through you.....
i'm very scared....
that one day...dunno what will happen to me.....
i cant take it anymore.....
no one knows wat i feels....
no one uderstand me well....
they tell me their secret....
but i dun tell them mine....
when they have problems...
they tell me....
but...
when i have problems....
i dun tell them....
why???
i dunno why......
haiz....
lately my mood also nt that good.....
very angry bout something!!!
how i wish i dunno you at all....
since now we're friends....
even more worse!!!!!