U...Only u...Everything but u...

u...everytime also u....
why.....i keep asking myself this question....WHY?????
we been friends for so long period alrdy.....
why suddenly this year u become like this......
u changed damn alot now.....
not like last time u.....
now...u become the person...the girl....i dunno anymore.....
i kept this for so long in my heart.....
YOU CHANGED!!!!!
the way u WALK...the way u TALK...the way u ACT.....
totally nt u.....
izit...because someone influence u.....
i also dunno why....how i wish i can noe the reason why....
now...u dun care bout me anymore....
last time we used to tell secrets to each other....
we can trust each other...
but...now....i dun think i can trust u anymore....
whenever i tell u something...u go tell someone else....
the way u talk to me....is diffirent then last time....
now u like to act cute....talk also very manja way....wan ppl to get ur attention....
not like last time....the way u used to be....
gila de...coh lo de...38 de....samseng de....wont act cute de....
u changed damn much....
BUT.....
i wont change u bak de....i wont tell u anything.....
maybe u changed...is because of something....i dunnoo.....
i cant control everything...wat i can control...i control....
wat i cant control...juz let it be~
i know sooner or later...u will leave me.....
u dun take me as important like last time anymore.....T_T
but i will still accept it....no matter wat happen....
u had made ur choice to changed....
i will respect ur choice too....
bt i wont change like u....
i willl be the same as always....
the samseng girl....coh lo girl....k.po girl.....the 38 girl....
this is who i am....
i wont change who i am....
i love the way i am now....
i'm much happier thn last time alrdy....









now i dun think bout u anymore(hui yuan)...
i know that i will let go de...
and i think i alrdy had....
someone is more inportant now...in my heart...
he's more better thn u...
now...u keep appearing infront of me....
i dun even care anymore....
whenever i'm free....
i dun think of u....
i think of him....
and oni him....haha...=)
i like the way i live now....
mylife....my style...my way....my wish....
i had the choice to make....
and i think i had made a gud decision.....



Finally i meet u alrdy......on the 27/3....
miss you~