things change too damn fast...
i cant even control anything...or even solving the problem...
my problem...
wat can i do...
everything i do is for my own gud and urs...
i know i did something wrong...
i had alrdy say i will let go...
give emily the chance to chase u bak...
i'm nt sad or angry when i said this to her...
i feel happy for her nt letting u go...
i heard...now u will start noticing her appearance...
i'm happy to hear that...
i feel happy for her...











my emotion is getting worse each and everyday...
i dun noe wat to do now...
so many ppl misunderstand me...
so damn MANY.....
how u wan me to explain...
we r juz frens...
frens...and only frens....
i still like hy...
i havent really let go...
bt i keep telling myself...
I WILL...ONE DAY...
i dun think so much bout him alrdy...
someone more important thn him...
now i cared more bout him thn u...
i know u had alrdy notice tht i'm avoiding u and letting u go...
u very smart...u should noe...
all of this...is for me and u...
i knw tht we r nt meant for each other...
i noe someone out there is better thn me...
i dun treat u well enough...
i'm selfish and no hearted girl...
i know that i hurt u VERY DEPPLY alrdy...
and yesterday...i apologised to u...
i said i'm sorry...
thatz all i can say...ntg else...
I"M SORRY.....